Another day destroyed.... Thanks to STUPID BAFFOON... I've been trying to ignore his comments and blah blah blah, but seriously, there's a limit for me. Apparently i've been to tat point before. But now, its seems like its happening again. My bottle of feelings are filling up again. Fast also. The last time i reached that point, i seriously couldn't enjoy the things i like. Like for example, if im watching a comedy, i would usually laugh. But now, its seems like its harder for me to laugh at such things. I guess i really nid to share (verbally) my feelings. If nt, i guess im just bottling up everything without knowing. Which its very hard to do so. Cause i can't concentrate on my studies(tat explains why im doing so badly for maths) and i'm like a hollow tree. I may appear normal, but Im some wat so empty on the inside. I guess tis is wat happens when u bottle up ur feelings for too long. I'm like trying to so called *get away* from the situation. And knowing that tat's nt how i am. I dun thk anyone can relate to wat im going through. But the worst thing is N lvl is on its way. Im seriously praying that i can make it through. And tat God can make a way for me!! I just dun wish to be in this situation. Its killing me. I guess tis is one "obstacle" which i seriously nid to pray and have faith in God. But its nt easy..... GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
